April 9, 2008

i miss tumblr! ):

should be using blogspot since it’s unblocked but feel so lazy to full up the pages again…

blehhh.

yes, he’s got a girlfriend now. and i know that girl. i used to talk to her about him.

now, when is the drama in my life gonna end?

the irony… is how accurate my sixth sense was. or rather, observations? now they’re really quite obviously lor, almost everyone can tell le, who are they kidding, things won’t change? yea right.

it sucks but i’ve been trying not to think about it.

the more people don’t 看好他们, the stronger they’ll be, i know that. it doesn’t even comfort me anymore that other people think they don’t really match. everything doesn’t matter now. really it doesn’t.

looking forward to grad trip, not prom. what do i have to look forward to prom? see them dancing?

haha i sound really bitter but can’t help it. just don’t let me think about it.

should be doing history SBQ now… omg, i have no motivation at all. dunno if i did well for my business test… sigh.

haven’t made an effort to talk to him for days already. he has her company now, i’m nothing.

December 3, 2007

现在这样感觉还不错…
算是暧昧吗?
呵呵,总之,比前两个月好多了。
这样应该满足了…
可是我真的经不起他对我那么好了,
我怕自己会动摇…
唉…
只想维持现在这样就好…
永远都不要变。

永远到底有多远?

December 1, 2007

1st Dec

分手了。
今天真的分手了。
再也不会去想分手的情景。
今天真的真的很emotional…
两个人都哭了。
我都忘了抱他是一件多么自然的事情。

Thankful and happy that he promised those three things…
I know he must be really upset now and I feel really bad…
Hopefully things will get better.

你一定要幸福。

November 25, 2007

JAY CONCERT! ♥

好开心哦~~~ ((:
第一次看周董的演唱会!在看台~ 有包房~ 只是离舞台太远了!而且周围比较安静所以都没有那种很激动的气氛。XD
虽然有些造型很点点点,但是总体来说很不错啦!ENCORE的部分特别精彩!
玻璃钢琴,帅呆了!有南拳妈妈和刘畊宏助场,挺不错的。感觉我们那一群人都不是去看周董的,反而是Lara和刘畊宏脱衣服的那几段叫得比较大声。XD
我都不知道《夜的第七章》里面的女生是Lara! 很好听耶。
和周董的距离大概200米吧,可是感觉超级远的!
So near yet so far. So cliche but so true.
歌手开演唱会真的很不简单啊,看周董在台上又唱又跳又弹钢琴的,很厉害啊… 崇拜崇拜崇拜!而且他真的很有镇住舞台的能力!天生的明星,天王!大爱~
一转眼周董已经出了8张专辑了耶… 奠定了他在亚洲歌坛的地位。生在这个时代,能够听周董的歌,是很幸运的!不会再有第二个周杰伦!

November 23, 2007

BLOCKED

God damn it!!! China blocked tumblr too!

WTF.

So pissed. But 果然… ARGHS. Can’t I just find one blogsite that won’t be blocked?!

Crazy lahhhh.

Don’t know what to do liao. Will be too lazy to update this blog form now on. Sucks sucks sucks! Curse whoever caused tumblr to be blocked! !@#$

JAY CONCERT TOMORROW! 第一次哦! Happy ladalala~

Realized that I’m not so infatuated with 吴尊 anymore. Weird huh. He’s still 帅 but maybe cause I haven’t been reading his news or watching 公主小妹. Hehe likes 明道 now but the chances of getting to know him is even less. Whatever. XD

Next saturday. Hopefully…

我不是想念他。我是想念曾经的他和我。

Sometimes when I meet with situations, I wonder what he would say or do, and what I would say or do.

不知道现在还有没有那种默契。

唉,或许离开他是好事。我轻松了很多。心胸也不再那么狭窄。只是想到从前真的好痛苦。

stupid stupid stupid firewall of china

November 21, 2007

今天 Mrs Wong 把我吓死了。第一次觉得这件事情很大… 也是第一次为这个事情又差点哭出来。好险啊….

现在的自己,我觉得,还好… 并没有想象中那么糟糕。只是家里还会经常出现他的名字,其实很无奈。我真的不知道怎么开口。

唉。。。

JAY CHOU CONCERT ON SATURDAY! Something to look forward to.

November 20, 2007

《爱情魔发师》原声带超好听的!好喜欢里面的歌~ 《完美情人》,《Magic Room》,《感情线》,《迷宫》和《甜蜜约定》!听着听着又好想再把《爱魔》再看一遍呢!哈哈,这样算不算有病,明明知道剧情了却还有心潮澎湃的感觉。其实是想看亚斯和小贝甜蜜的镜头啦,超可爱的。其实现在想想,剧情还满复杂的咧,不过结局很好! 

《感情线》  

我想我已开始有点疑惑
好像被他说中些什么
难道已经没有别的选择
只能乖乖的束手就策

难过的是我们做了选择
是对是错谁也没把握
如果要我放手才能获得
为何在我心中有舍不得

看着你要走还装著笑容
掩饰的脆弱要撑多久
如果现在开口如何挽留
感情这条线注定只能这么远

不敢相信已经来到终点
想你爱他必定多一些
我们之间不可能再回到从前
我还傻傻画着幸福线

看着你走远还继续装笑脸
掩饰折磨我能撑多久
如果现在开口怎么挽留
感情这条线注定无法延长一点

你已不在而我何时才清醒
相信一切都是命
不曾放弃你我不会说什么
默默的承受像个男子汉

看着你要走(看着看着你要走)
还装着笑容(多么多么笑容)
掩饰的脆弱要撑多久(还要撑多久)
如果现在开口(现在开口)
如何挽留(如何挽留)
感情这条线注定只能这么远

看着你要走(woo~)
还装着笑容(we will carry on)
掩饰的脆弱要撑多久(knowing there were words i’ve never said baby)
如果现在开口(现在开口)
如何挽留(如何挽留)
感情这条线
注定只能这么远
(let the words remain unsaid)

November 18, 2007