October 30, 2007

The 5 elements of love

Security. Companionship. Sexual. Romance. Unconditional.

Surprisingly, or not so surprisingly, I saw that he put down the exact choices as mine, even in the same order. I don’t know what to think… because thinking about it seems so pointless. I don’t want to trap myself again in my emotions but it’s so hard to stop thinking.

解铃还需系铃人。

A counsellor may keep me mentally healthy and maybe keep me ‘safe’. But he/she can never really untie that knot.

hot tears welled up
but my heart is cold
i would let you go
because i love you
but i’m not in control
only fate can work its course