November 5, 2007

Back in Shanghai

tumblr’s got a new template? wait, i won’t decide whether i like it or not now. but it seems okay. XD

anyway, back in shanghai. singapore was fun. lovely. relaxing. except for the SAT II of course but at least it’s done and over with. yep.

time flies and it’s november! crazy crazy month. everyone seems to be complaining about work and IB, in a way i don’t feel so stressed anymore cause everyone is stressed. lol that’s quite sadistic.

hmm i wonder what kind of person i’ll be if i’d stayed in singapore to complete my education. maybe i’ll become a complete nerd? lead a boring life? would i have the chance to fall in love? find a best friend? all i know is that i’ll be very different from now. and i probably won’t date. (: so yes i’m glad i came to shanghai, now i can appreciate singapore better and i’m glad i met this bunch of people in ssis. sentimental much? hahaha but it’s true.

i don’t hate him, or her, or blame anyone. i can’t bring myself to. of course i wish it didn’t happened but i guess that’s life. i feel fortunate to have experienced love, and that is enough for now. i’m still glad i picked him. if given a chance to reconsider my decision 4 years ago, i would still take the same path. have i gone insane? haha, maybe. but yes i don’t regret anything and i’m contented in that way.

it’s cold and my fingers are freezing. i wish shanghai isn’t so cold during winter. it makes me hibernate and lazy. that’s not good is it?

people need to give more credit to IB diploma graduates, because we deserve it. XD

这一刻突然觉得好熟悉
像昨天今天同时在放映
我这句语气原来好像你
不就是我们爱过的证据

差一点骗了自己骗了你
爱与被爱不一定成正比
我知道被疼是一种运气
但我无法完全交出自己

努力为你改变
却变不了预留的伏线
以为在你身边那也算永远
仿佛还是昨天
可是昨天已非常遥远
但闭上双眼我还看得见

可惜不是你陪我到最後
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔

那一段我们曾心贴着心
我想我更有权力关心你
可能你已走进别人风景
多希望也有星光的投影

努力为你改变
却变不了预留的伏线
以为在你身边那也算永远
仿佛还是昨天
可是昨天已非常遥远
但闭上双眼我还看得见

可惜不是你陪我到最後
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔

可惜不是你陪我到最後
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔
感谢那是你牵过我的手
还能温暖我胸口