Jelly Beans
I don’t hate school, but I’m really really sick of the routine. Hopefully I don’t get early morning classes in college. If I do, good luck to my room mate, cause I’m really grumpy in the morning.
I remember shortening my To-Do List before I went to singapore, but now it’s really long again. Maybe I should stop making one.
My internet is pissing me off so bad. Stop disconnecting!
I want to go back to singapore… (whines)
I want to curl up in my blanket and sleep until whenever.
I think I’m falling sick.
Gosh. Winter cold is making me feel very miserable. I need to try out that NLP thingy.
I’m feeling great. Life is great. I can do whatever I want.
I’m feeling great. Life is great. I can do whatever I want.
I’m feeling great. Life is great. I can do whatever I want.
I’m feeling great. Life is great. I can do whatever I want.
I’m feeling great. Life is great. I can do whatever I want.
Not working. Anyway PC was interesting. Ironically suitable.
How to break up without breaking down? Haha.
Dancing is fun. But it gets really frustrating when I just can’t get one move right. Like that stupid wave thing. Arrgghss.
New seat is no good. It’s at the side and stuck at the corner. Just yesterday I was thinking what if mrs wong put me beside Charles? Sometimes I really hate my ‘sixth sense’ thing. Not that it’s gonna change anything but it really sucks when I realize that things I think about come true, not good things, mind you.
So grumpy now. Overdosing on jelly beans to cheer myself up, lol. Life is like eating jelly beans; sometimes you get really nice ones, other times they may be very yucky. And we always try to pick the nice ones but end up getting deceived by its appearance. omg I need to stop bullshittingg. XD
And no, mrs wong, I’m not inspired to write anything now. To hell with essays!
杯子：“我寂寞，我需要水，给我点水吧。”
主人：“好吧，拥有了想要的水，你就不寂寞了吗？”
杯子：“应该是吧。”
主人把开水倒进了杯子里。
水很热，杯子感到自己快被融化了，杯子想，这就是爱情的力量吧。
水变温了，杯子感觉很舒服，杯子想，这就是生活的感觉吧。
水变凉了，杯子害怕了，怕什么他也不知道，杯子想，这就是失去的滋味吧。
水凉透了，杯子绝望了，杯子想，这就是缘分的“杰作”吧。
杯子：“主人，快把水倒出去，我不需要了。”
主人不在。杯子感觉自己压抑死了，可恶的水，凉凉的，放在心里，感觉好难过。
杯子奋力一晃，水终于走出了杯子心里，杯子好开心，突然，杯子掉在了地上。
杯子碎了，临死前，看见了，它心里的每一个地方都有水的痕迹。
它才知道，它爱水，它是如此的爱着水，可是，它再也无法把水完整的放在心里了。
杯子哭了，它的眼泪和水溶在一起，奢望着能用最后的力量再去爱水一次。
主人捡着杯子的碎片，一片割破了他的手指。指尖有血。
杯子笑了，爱情呀，到底是什么，难道只有经历了痛苦才知道珍惜吗？
杯子笑了，爱情呀，到底是什么，难道要到一切都无法挽回才说放弃吗？
杯子笑了，爱情呀，到底是什么……
